Apr 16 2011

its going to be ok

Published by at 1:43 pm under Dark Love Poems

the end of his story
the end of mine
i saw him die
every night
every time
and i died with him
as his screams of agony rendered the night speechless,
so did mine
his tears were not his
they were cried in vain
they were cried for me
as i hovered above him
his guardian angel
not there
yet… always with him
in soul, at least
i wish he knew everything i did to stay
i tried, for him i tried
but i couldnt hold on
it was too hard
too much
too fast
i gave up. i stopped breathing. i stopped pretending.
and hes not ok
im not ok
i thought i would find peace
instead, im watching the only person who ever tried to help, to understand, slowly fade away
i told him that when i couldnt do it anymore, id tell him
and we’d take the plunge together
could i do it?
did i?
should i have?
i regret it all
the note i sent, the one telling him im going to end my life

then i wake up
run to his house
he holds me
i hold him
and its ok
for once, in this rolling ocean, i can honestly say
its going to be ok

This post was submitted by pixie.

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7 Responses to “its going to be ok”

  1. ..dark eyes..on 17 Apr 2011 at 9:00 am

    ..nais stuff..so emotional…i love it..

  2. aveira pallon 17 Apr 2011 at 1:11 pm

    this poem is all about me..every word..!!! :(
    i dont know how to tell him that i love him..!!if i tell him,may be i will lost his friendship forever…!!!! :(

  3. pixieon 17 Apr 2011 at 3:14 pm

    aveira, telling him, i think, is better than him never knowing how u feel.
    thanks for ur support, guys
    ^_^

  4. aveira pallon 18 Apr 2011 at 1:25 pm

    yeah i think you are right..!!!i think that somewhere he also loves me..but we do not have the courage to tell each other…anyway..thanks for your advice… ^_^ !!!and not forgetting that..this poem is so touchy from the inside..kind of emotional one.. :) but overall i am in love with this poem…!!! :p

  5. pixieon 18 Apr 2011 at 8:45 pm

    thx so much, aveira. appreciate it
    ^_^

  6. Bubbion 01 May 2011 at 11:39 pm

    I’m iemrpssed! You’ve managed the almost impossible.

  7. pixieon 02 May 2011 at 4:32 pm

    uhm. impossible?
    how so?

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