Jul 11 2010
Pain
I hide in the dark, i let the pain that I have to take over.
I’m like blind people how they think it is impossible
to see in life, they can’t see what is in front of them
but they can feel it. This pain I have built up inside of
me has blinded me, there is never any kind of way that i can
see past all of it. I live in writings, how the words surround
me..I drown myself in tear’s hoping to overcome my fear’s. I stay
torn between fantasy and reality, think of how i can’t live in my
dreams for the rest of my life, i force myself not to see past them
though. When reality strikes, my life lights up only for a split second..
The time doesn’t pass fast enough, think about all the people who wish me
to suffer as if no one care’s! Stand in a crowd my fear’s surround me, oh
how i wish for a second that I stand out, how I wanna overcome my fear’s.
Escape my dreams, be out in the open where I have room to spread my wings.
By: Cayla hill


..+_i feel right now..
Thats so true <3 : ( Reminds me of how much i miss him …..
Ummm?
i don’t really understand
[...] Pain [...]
ive been through a lot these last few months
i understand, unfortunately
awesome poem, though