Feb 22 2011
A hole in my heart
After you disappeared
You left a hole in my heart
Even now that it has been a year
Its still the same
Nothing seems to have changed
I keep remembering your face
Its scary
Sometimes I think that I’m hearing you…
You calling my name
It’s haunting
I have never loved anybody like I loved you
But…
Nobody has ever caused me so much hurt then you
The dreams that I have about you
The memories that I can’t forget
The presence of you that I still feel
The times when I was depressed
Everything…
It’s still in the back of my mind
And it won’t go away
All because of you
Because of you ,I am terrified of love
You can’t even imagine what I have been through
The future that I had planned
There was nothing left of it anymore
Just a hole
When you were lost
I was the one who had found you
When the world was against you
I was the one who fought with you
There were even times when you felt like dying
I was the one who did everything to keep you alive
Not for me…
But for yourself
To make something out of your life
To give it a chance again
Do you know how much your words have hurt me
Do you even know how many times I have cried
You were always in my prayers ,because I cared for you
Because I loved you
Because I wanted you to live
But did you even care for me ?
Have you ever prayed for me ?
What if I said that I wanted to die
Would you do everything to stop me ?
Even now that I’m crying
You don’t wipe my tears away
Even with your lips sealed I know the answer…
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What is your real name? I need this so that I can use it on my project.
Awsome!! 😀
@brendan my first name is Joyce but may i ask for what project you need it for
🙁 i know ur pain.
loved it…can feel the pain