Feb 08 2011
Always for him
I still love you..
Timewont change that one bit..
Every day without you is so painful ..
I simply cannot forget…
Your beautiful smile is like a ray of sunshine…
for that alone I would grant you the world..
I cannot forget that time you held my hand…
The time you kissed me…
and the time I listened to your heartbeat in tandem with mine..
The knowledge you were meant to be my one and only..
Now all I feel is lost and lonely…
At night I dream of you and wish the stars above…
that some day you will come back so I can wrap you up
in my love…
Fan tender kisses across your beloved cheek..
Did you know whenever you were around my knees would
go weak?
You didnt seem to know it was never about sex…
Your heart and to be loved by you in return was all I ever wanted..
Maybe it was too much to ask..
You still have mine and I have faith in the fact we were meant to be one..
and one day you will return to me and once again my love we will have won..
I miss you more with every breathe I take..
Pictures of you make me cry from wanting to have you near..
I am sorry I ever let in.. any doubt and fear..
My insecurities taking away the only man I will ever unconditionally love..
With all my heart.. he was my gift from above..
Praying one day we can both forgive all the mistakes..
To fall ever so deeply back in love..
This thought is the only thing that gets me through…
You see despite all the misery and pain we put each other through…
Life simply isnt really living without my everything who is you..
Wow… that is really something… a heart-touching sincerity…
its so good.. its all that my heart wanna say…
So powerful