I'm 15 year old teenage girl. Lifes good. Bit bumpy. Bit hard. I currently have a boyfriend who means the world to me, and who I love with all of my heart. We've broken up twice. I've never given up on him, but he's given up on me a couple times. He's slept with another girl 4 days after we broke up the second time... Me being as stupid as I am, I took him back. Guess it shows how much I love him, and how much pain I'm more than willing to endure for him. He's my first love... What do you expect? I love him.. Simple.. Now, I guess I just have to wait and see what the future holds.. If bad, then i'll be ready..
If you read my poems, I'm pretty sure you'll pick up the fact that I love
pain.. Not so much physical, but emotionally. The best way I can explain it, is that without pain, I'm not sure who I am, it's always been there.. And it's kinda comforting. Yes, I'm crazy. But aren't we all?
My poems. I'm not particually sure what I want to do with them. All I know is that I want them out there.. I want someone out there to read and maybe understand. And I just want someone to hear me out..