May 08 2011
Blame
i cry
i cry so much its become a habit
i shield who i am
i hide
bcuz i cant bear their rejection
i cant be who i want to be
i conform to what they see
they see some clever, rule-abiding girl
they see innocense
but
im decietful
im stupid
so stupid
i keep making mistakes
i keep hurting
betraying
leaving
but thats not of import, is it?
its not why im alone
im alone bcuz i choose to be
so
its my fault i feel like this
its my fault i want to die
but i blame the world
i blame them for what ive become
i blame them for… me