Nov 30 2011

Cancer sticks.

Published by at 12:08 pm under Betrayal Poems

so cold
so alone
left in this world
to die
i don’t get to grow old.

I know this
that i must go
before they take
my fears in tow

playing along
the part you picked
my love for you
was true
your love for me

galloping around
like a fool
all those things
i did for you

taking away
the innocence i owned
this blade
i have thrown

now it’s gone
and i depend on these
these deadly living
cancer sticks.

i’m afraid
of what’s no longer there
the hole’s i can still compare

making fun
of the ones
who saved me
i take offence
they’re the ones
who practically raised me.

what should i do?
where should i go?
to be yours forever
a slave
for your show.

who’s my friends?
and who’s my foes?
so confuzing
just let me go.

mind buzzing
from what i can’t say
i’ve tried more stuff
die each day.

always gonna be re-claimed
always on the edge
of the olden days.

You would know
although you don’t
you think you do
but i’m the joke.

so laugh at me
don’t consider
the things that’ve happened
i wouldn’t want you
to feel guilt
fore who has left me

so carry on
make your jokes
you think i care
i don’t.

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5 responses so far

5 Responses to “Cancer sticks.”

  1. pepperon 30 Nov 2011 at 3:07 pm

    that is deep!! 🙁

  2. MissDemonXon 01 Dec 2011 at 6:51 pm

    🙁 aww, im ur friend hun 🙂 ,, ly(: xxxx

  3. xxPlagueRatxxon 02 Dec 2011 at 12:01 am

    thanks guys:)xx

  4. Josiah Goodmanon 02 Dec 2011 at 6:35 am

    Deeper than the Pacific? Yes I think so.

  5. xxPlagueRatxxon 30 Dec 2011 at 1:37 am

    thanks for reading guys and the nice comments x

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