Mar 13 2011
Cyber Love, so absurd and painful…
.I am so wondered and bit confused with my own feeling..
Before this, I never take seriously when chatting with many in Chat Line
Just considering that Shit as Something Fun
But since I engaged with you in it
I changed being someone foolish…
It is True but so Sad…I am truly in love with you
Rocky…why you made me get trapped in this kind of shit?
No need to be reasonable in Loving?
Even though it happens only in Cyber World?
Internet made me being crazy and stupid…We can not meet in real
never be able to touch one another physically…
but the feeling sounds so deep…..
I do not imagine before that it can happen to me..
Rocky, the unique one has captured my heart…
and often we fight due of jealousy or anything else that is truly absurd…
How hard to release the feeling…if possibly I just want to send you out from my heart
I can not bear…this is not me comfortable..
Cyber love only similar with horrible torment?
Missing you…it is so hurtful
I should sacrifice a lot only for you my dear Rocky?
Hurt. pain, sadness and another torment….
It might be I deserve to accept this bad recompense
due to my stupidity….involved in something imaginative?
I only catch you up in Cyber world…you live there in my laptop
then how can you finally settle in my heart………..I become so powerless!
So bad destiny that I can not avoid….:(
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how well this outpouring
make everyone who reads it touched 🙁
Thank you for commenting….If you are touched, it s all I want..but hopefully you do not get sad because of it….
I just want to send you out from my heart
I can not bear…this is not me comfortable..(….there is a missing word, it should be; …this is not MAKING me comfortable)
i feel for you. keep hoping – without hope, we’re nothing
^_^
Thx Pixie…I appreciate so much as u encourage me, but be honest, if keep hoping, I am afraid it will be end up with falling down in the dumps, because he is the one that is wishy-washy…..he is not consistent….:(