Mar 09 2013
Dahlia
the sirens scream out.
these sirens in my head.
the screaming i hear.
this feeling i dread.
Clouds form in my eyes.
and there is no more sun. no more light.
the world around me dims.
and i am left alone, with no-one
but these voices
that wish me my end.
i get told to fight.
i’m afraid i can’t anymore hunni.
i’m sorry.
if only i could kiss you GoodBye.
If only i could bear to go on
long enough,
to see you one last time.
to hold your hands in mine.
to stroke your hair until you sleep.
to just hear you breath.
hunni.
i just can’t bear this feeling in me.
this monster that’s changing me.
At the end of these nights.
that bring me to my knees,
begging for a medicine
to stop this raging pain in me
i feel empty.
but then i remember you
your light and your love you’ve given me
keep me alive tonight.
i love you.
is this to me, if you dont fight anymore, i wont either.
i will always fight for you. xx