Dec 28 2012
Dilemma.
I close my eyes
and imagine,
that you’re here too,
Or that i’m lying here,
next to you.
I put a pillow
behind my back
and pretend it’s you.
Lying right beside me.
Like we used to.
I ignore all sound.
that dare to speak.
Just so i can be alone
with these Dreams’.
Dreams’ where
we weren’t torn apart.
Where there isn’t now a gaping hole
where there used to be a heart.
I pretend
and Dream.
Of not leaving you behind.
Where iu can see you in person
and not just in my mind.
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