Feb 13 2012
fading time
i spend my life
looking at this clock
ticking seconds
in a silent room
sometimes i wish
my time would stop
end the seconds
stop the ticking clock
pain overcomes me
terror filled eyes
bleeding from love
that time had to end
agonizing pain
screaming terror
how did this happen
why am i here
love loss lies
pain filled eyes
staring at the clock
that could end my life
moments passing
judgements made
same old games
over played
you lied and tried
to many times
turned me into
the girl that hides
seconds fading
losing hope
live life to die
so grab the rope.
this poem made me cry
i feel like that sometimes
like the only way to escspe
is go, curl up, nd die
;-(