Jun 11 2013
Give me strength.
oh God.
i don’t know where to start,
because i don’t know where this ends.
can you just hold me?
cause i’m falling apart again.
i can’t stop the shaking,
and i can’t heal my cuts,
they bleed down my skin.
when will it be enough?
i cry out in pain,
with this war raging within me.
leaves me crying hopelessly.
please. oh God,
please take this pain away.
i can’t bear it much longer.
sleep is no friend,
and nutrition is my ends,
i’m destroying myself,
for this voice in my head.
How much longer can i carry on?
so i pray, to something i’m sure isn’t there at all,
please, give me the strength to survive another night
in this hell i’ve built.