Jul 26 2011
Good Enough
To look in those eyes,
And meet only contempt,
There was no disguise,
And they did not relent.
I tried so hard,
Just to make you happy.
I came so far,
God, I sound sappy.
I did my best,
Cried silent tears,
As you smiled at the rest,
And scorned me for years.
You could never find a way,
Just to love me,
Though I spent everyday,
Trying desperately.
You could never get rid,
Of all the other stuff,
No matter what I did,
It wasn’t good enough.
Despite the efforts I made,
And how hard I tried,
When I felt myself fade,
You still weren’t satisfied.
So now I have to say,
Even though it’s tough,
That I hope that one day,
No–I’ll never be good enough.
This post was submitted by Justaboy.
Depression and poems as good as this don’t mix well.
I..
Yeah.
It’s as though you’ve seen into my heart.
No, I just saw into his eyes. That was all it took…I can’t even look at him anymore.
Dang, I hope you’re doing okay dude, cuz this sounds sad as hell.
you sounded like me, same situation.
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