Apr 09 2011
Hate it
How can it be that you live your life unaware of the pain you cause?
I see you every day, it kills me every time
It’s unfair the power you have over me
How can I break this spell
I HATE THIS!
I want to be free! you piece of shit your killing me from inside
Just open your eyes and SEE
See me
See how your smile makes me dizzy
Feel my heart skip a beat when you look at me
I can’t function ,I can’t even eat in your presence how do you do it
The more I love you the more I hate me but I love you more and more every day
It’s not healthy I’m dying
I tried to forget you I tried to make you not matter
But I miss when you not there I long for your presence even when I don’t see
I still know you’re there and it comforts me
Your hold on me is a thread of thorns rapped around my heart the harder the pull the tighter the grip
I’m walkin a never ending path to dispair
please just release me…
please just release me…
im speechless