Jan 11 2013
Have mercy
this pain.
it’s consuming.
it’s heavy in my chest.
it’s my abyss.
back again.
oh. god. please, have mercy.
it hurts!
i beg.
thrown to my knees
by despair.
please!
tears fall down.
both inside and out.
always crying,
nobody notices.
i don’t own the right
to ask for help.
this hole.
it’s eating me.
inside out.
this loss of myself.
due to my mistakes.
oh! please!
this pain is too much to bear!
my head rolls back
my vision darkens.
i fall.
please.
have mercy.
and let me go.