Dec 11 2008
How Can You
Poem By Christopher H.
How can you????
Leave everything WE started so long ago?
Leave me here all by myself?
Leave the home WE Built?
Leave the memories WE made?
Everything here reminds me of you…..
The Pain…..
In my mind…
In my soul….
In my body…
But most of all it hurts in my heart….
I Love you so much……….
Love that will never be shown…
Scars that can never be hidden….
Wounds that will never heal….
Clouds that will always fill with darkness…
I Wonder….
If i will ever love anyone as much as i love you.
If i will ever be able to hide the scars….
That you left….
If he wounds will ever heal…..
That You Left….
If the clouds will ever lighten….
I Cry When
I Think of our unborn children…
Ein Warren Hughes-November Sky Hughes-October Rain Hughes
That Will Never Be given life from both YOU and I
I think of the home WE dreamt of…
The Love WE Shared….
The life WE started….
Im so, so vary sorry….
That i wasn’t strong enough for you..
That i wasn’t everything you thought i would be.
That i had to work long hours so WE could Live..
That i left you alone all those long nights….
That i couldn’t give you everything you wanted…
But if you meant to….
Make me doubt myself….
Make me cry….
Make me suffer….
Make me feel alone….
Make me hate myself….
DEMOLISH ME…..
YOU Succeeded….
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i know how yew all feel bkus me nd my boyfriend are really changing nd it hurts me soo much..we havent talked in like forever.! nd when we did…he was just like fucc it.! but im stucc here crying..nd i hope dhat he\’s happy bkus he tore me apart nd killed me inside.!! i love dhis poem bkus its talking about the OLD times.!
Love can or always will hurt… but don\’t u think if it\’s true.. um jus can u answer this does can true love die??
thanks
ive been dating this guy 4 9months i really like him. when we was going out his best friend liked me but didnt love him now i love his best friend but he doesnt love me im so confused 😡 :cry :eek :grin 🙂 :sigh :upset 😕 😕
knowing things are over can pull you down in so many ways. You can\’t help, but to think of that person. That person has mold you into who you are now became he was your bestfriend& then left you, Its the worst feeling yet that i\’ve ever felt. I want to move on, but i know i will never forget him. :cry
🙁 :cry 😕 :roll 🙂 :grin 😉 8) :p :sigh :zzz :upset :eek it sucks ass 8)
hey,,,,,
i just broke up with my boyfriend, after being with him for a year. we had plans of getting married and having kids..
micheal lee cathey was a name we picked out…..
he took back our engagment and i still stayed with him for another month of soul crushing pain..
what do i do now?
i know i dumped him but he is all ive had.
i dont know what to do now….
:cry I Finished My Boyfriend And I Have Realised I Still Love Him < I Told Him And He Said He Doesent Still Love Me , I Hurt Him to Much , He Just Doesent Love Me Anymore, But I Will always Be In His Heart. I Dunno What to Do :cry :cry :cry :cry
[ :cry :sigh :cry :cry :sigh [B]null[/B] i know how every one feels when they read this poem because i feel the same way i just got me heart broken last tuesday and its hurts real bad and i still think about him and i still love him and i know he still loves me but its just crazy i dont know wut to do
This is exactly what im going through!
truly speaking my luv hurts dat atimes i found it tight 2 bliv dat is ova btw my boy frnd of 3yrs and i.nw to me luv sucks!altho av movd on wit my lyf bt my hrt still yearns 4 him…mine was true luv bt sometins were nt right…op to find anoda true lvv soon. :cry :cry :cry :cry
:cry i lost mine to a bitch i can not forgive him but it hurts because i still love him lots
[B]I LOVE JUSTIN
this is wat happened to me my boyfriend of 2 years broke up with me he says he doesnt love me anymore and he never was with me but i still find a place in my heat for him i will always love him no matta wat he was the 1st person i have ever fallen in love with and we didnt even have any sexual contact in our relationship :cry 😕 :cry 😕 :cry :cry :cry 😕 :cry :cry :cry :cry :cry :cry :cry :cry :cry :cry :cry 😕 😕 😕 😕 😕 😕 😕 😕 😕 😕 😕 😕 😕
ok i lost my love of my life on friday and its sad cuz he said he doesnt Know WHAT HE WOULD DO IF HE LOST ME AGAIN but he did lose me and hes not even talking to me and the worst thing is that he gave me to necklaces for valentines day and ahhhh i miss him alot i hope he knows
some bitch stole him and he thinks i cheat on him when i give my guy friends hugs and i call my guy friends or if they call me and everytime i say i love you i have to make him say it and I WANT HIM BACK TMR but he wont take me back i think :cry :cry :cry :cry :cry :cry :cry :cry :cry :cry :sigh :sigh :sigh :sigh :sigh :sigh :sigh :sigh :sigh
Love Lizzie P.s We Have Been Togther For 4months and Hes 1h turning 16 and im 14 turning 15 So thats good and bad
Me and my boyfriend my bestfriend my everything 4 the last year and a half broke up 4 good. It has been off and on for a long time but its finally now and it hurts so bad all i can do is cry and sleep. its hard to eat life aint the same how can i do the things i did with him by myself its impossible…I KNO IT TAKES TIME AND YOU WILL NEVER FORGET BUT HOW MUCH TIME? what hurts the most is the reason we broke up and wen i think about it i feel sick but i could sit here and tell you i never want to hear his voice or see his face again but it prob be a lie. it is so hard to love someone who does not care if your here or gone tom :cry :cry :cry
I just found out my Grilfriend is cheating on me about….10 minunts ago….I dont think iv ever beent his hurt before… :cry
i miss him and i will do anything to be with this guy again people say that he is not good for you why do i still love him so much it was because he is my love my soul my tear and my frist and last i wil love in until i die. :cry
My X boyfriend said he still likes me, then said his mom was making him break up with me. i\’m really sad and i miss him, and i know there was a good side to him. my friends say get over it but they dont know :sigh
my x. cheated on me alot and i never broke up with him.only once.and we dated for three years off and on and now that this year he got what he wanted he dumped me and said i was just a game. and that he never loved me. :cry
that is sad i was thinking about this girl that totally crushed me….it was awful, i still love her………alot
what do i do when i\’m in so much pain i sticked by a boy for 8months when he was in cleveland than found at that after 10months that he didn\’t love me at all it was a game n he would sit there and say that he loves me it was a game the whole time :cry :cry :sigh :sigh
m y boyfriend left me cuz i wuldnt give him any of the good stuff. he used to da wore out fishy crabs but now that he met me, he jus had ta get in dese jeans. but yall dont see me cryn! :grin he can have them no gud dirty bitches scandalis hoes!!! get lyke me bitch n grow da fuck up. he obvisoulsy aint want yall ugly assesz. step ya game up!!! and to u Wowzers u a stupid bytch cuz i wuld have cut his balls and made him fetch dem bytches u a stupid hoe :grin :grin :grin :grin :grin :grin :grin :grin :grin :grin :grin :grin :grin :grin :grin
omg love hurts my like um boyfriend um of like um 3 thre effin um years like totally um dumped me. i like um totally um cried mi um eyes out. and i was l;ike um wat are you doing and he was like um get out of my friggin house um ur nothin um but a quick lay um. and i was like um i dont need u scotty. and he was like um f u then and i was like watever. i mean um like um love um really like hurts um yea. BLONDES ROCK :zzz :zzz :zzz :zzz :zzz :zzz :zzz
that was so good i know this boy hurt me and i still love him and he has another girl now it hurt\’s me alot to know that he\’s over me that was a good poem thanks for that………………. :cry :cry
my bf cheated on me last night.
he told me this morning and ever since this morning ive been doing nothing but crying. i dont feel like goin anywhere to see anbody i mean hell i cant even eat or sleep.
it pretty much sucks and im completely lost. he was my everything and now hes gone and our relationship will never be the same because i cant trust him anymore at all
very Sad , some poeple are there in dis world, i have been suffering trhough a lot and now i reached to the point where i want to leave him , and my family cares about their respect in others eyes , i love him who loves my child a lot and and me aswell.
ahhhhhhh dnt knw why we have to suffer that much
I had a girl, i think subconscousily I am trying to win her back. she hurt me but I still love, but hurts to know she is not mine.
i loved this boy so much and he just liked me as a friend :sigh …..but we did everything together and i had so much fun 🙂 …but one day he tells me he doesnot want to be friends anymore because i am so annoying :cry ….since that day i never loved a boy like him EVER!! but he destoryed me and put so many scares and the pain i have to live with!! but one thing he tought me how to be strong and be brave :roll :roll ….please write back need so help from teens….and tell me how to take this out of my mind :roll
its okay everyone is going to get their heartbroken u just have to decide who is worth the pain.. && even though u really loved her someone new will come into ur life =] whats meant to be will always find its way =] :roll
so he doesnt see wrong with texting his ex for 6 months and then telling me on the 7th month. he says it was nothing but if it were really nothing then why would he need to hid it from me. and if i was already everything he wanted like he said then why did he need to go and text her ? and 3 months into the relationship he himself said he was still having sex with her to his cousin but later said it was a joke. so should i just get up & leave or believe that hes telling the truth??
i love a boy madly,he knows……we are in a relation frm past so many years……..i was thr wth him every time evn in his bad tym but nw wen is is perfectly f9……..i am very sexy but still he compares me wth other ladies……which i dnt lyk but still i do evry thng fr him……but nw i hav refusd 2 b his puppet……..so he fight alot and abuse very badly evn many a times call me a pros in anger…..but i am very loyal and loving 2 him …..i nvr complain fr anythng……..i can torrelate anythng but cant torrerate 2 things…….1—abusiv language…2——when he say that my love is fake………ts so hurting ………..earlier he was nt like ths…………he was very loving and nice person…..i love him alot and dnt want 2 stay wth out him……….suggest me wat 2 do cz i could nt share my feelings wth any1…………..i am so confused :sigh 😕
how do i let go of him when all he does is drink and then take everything out on me i wont let him drink and drive so he calls me names and hurts me i wont accept his drinking problem so he makes me feel bad about my self ….. i cant stand being treated like this anymore how do i let go tho im still in love with him
I MEET this guy who is already married. Were both belong on the same BOSS,and were living together. ….. I T\’s just that Im so stupid for FALLING INLOVE w/ him. WHAT IS WRONG WITH ME 😕 😕 😕
i dunno..wats got into me..why do i love this guy..he\’s my first boyfriend…and we are 2 years in relationship…and i hope tomorrow we still be together….i guess he is going tobreak up with me..because he thought im into another guy…actually it was my friend he thought…it was just a stupid endearment…it wsa judt because of it..but im having an instinct that the reason was beyond it…i think he doesnt love me anymore…even at first he was ashamed of being with me…it was undeniable..but he denied…for the sake that i wont get hurt….but i could see it…a dunno…..im not crazy but he made me…or force me…why cant he tell me the truth..
i understand how u feel i was with a boy for 5 yrs. and he got a girl pregnant.. we broke up cuz he said he didnt want me and so we broke up in march .. then i took him back in may … he basicly was living with me… i gave up my whole family for him… then come to find out he goes back home and runs from the cops and then i dont get a call from him so i call his family b/c we\’re really close and his mom told me tat he had gotten a second girl pregnant… and he doesnt even know that im 7 weeks pregnant… lucky .. theres only a 20% chance i can have the baby b/c i have messed up inter sides so this baby dont gotta grow up with out a male role model..
i love this guy and we were doing \”stuff\” i feel for him hard core but he lied to me sayign that his gil was oen for a month to find out that she was only gone for a week and now he wont tlk to me or even text me back i lvoe hi mandd i want to be with hi m
i met this guy and we have known eachother for a bit now, we hang out heaps and he told me that he liked me, and then out of nowhere he said that he was falling for someone else but still likes me :S and then we hung out one night and he told me he was moving and leaving to go to cairns, he told me that he didnt like that other girl anymore, and he was inlove with me, i wasnt sure if i should believe him or not, im falling for him, but hes the kinda guy that has alot of \”chick\” friends, and im not sure if i could deal wit that. what should i do :S
We lived together for 4 years and knew each other for 8 years. Everything was paid off and was doing so good. But we started to drift apart from her wanting to go everywhere, everyday. Not coming home when she said she would with no way to contact her. She would be gone for two or three days at time. We had never cheated on each other, ever. We both like to sing, play guitar, and go hiking, we had so much in common but for the life of me, I will never fully understand why she left with the simplest of answers like, I don\’t love you any more. My heart ever since then has been in the trash can. They say time heals, but 7 years later and it still hurts and have never had a thought to move on, nor try to fix anything, just leaving it alone, for nothing good will ever come of it with depths I have fallin into the ebony of darkness. \”My thoughts soared up into the desolate night sky and shattered every time when this world changed its shape it destroyed the things that I wanted to protect\”. :sigh
OMG I REALLY LIKE THIS POEM IM GOING THROUGH IT RIGHT NOW :sigh
i had the sweetest bf n to think that nice boyz will neva do such things he told me friends boyfriend which is his bestfriend that he is goin on a camping trip n he dnt wan me to cum kuz sum chick is gna b there n he wants to hook up with her
i feel just like this since ,my guy left me
sounds like what Im goin through… :cry :cry :cry :cry :cry :cry :cry :cry :cry :cry :cry :cry :cry :cry :cry :cry :cry :cry :cry :cry :cry :cry
AM SEVEN MONTHS PREGNANT WITH THIS MAN\’S BABY AND HE DECIDED TO LEAVE US WHEN I WAS ONLY THREE MONTHS PREGNANT,AM HURT AND VERY ANGRY IN SIDE,I DONT KNOW WHAT WENT WRONG ,WE WHERE SO INLOVE U COULD SWEAR THAT WE WHERE MEANT FOR EACH OTHER, WE WHERE EVEN PLANING TO GET MARRIED THIS YEAR BUT SUDDENTLY EVERY THING JUST CHANGED,,,,,,,,ALL I DO IS CRY EVERY DAY :cry :cry :cry
Ok heres the thing. In the 12th grade i met this guy and from the first time i saw him i knew that there was something about him. In a few short months i fell in love with him but he never knew. then he told me that he wanted me and we started to do \\\”things\\\” then he got a gf and started being a total ass to me. then when they broke up he came back to me again and stupid me forgave him. then afer a little while of doing more stuff he got another gf and began being an ass again. then surpirse after they broke up he came back again. this happened another time even after i told him that i full out loved him sooo deeply and he even said he loved me back. and right now hes JUST broken up with his gf and he\\\’s starting to be all nice again and asking for more of what we used to do. I told myself i was tired of his shit but im finding it hard to resist him. i seriously need mental help. why do i love him so damn much?
i have a phonefrend. i love her from deep of my heart, and i know she also loves me alot. but she does\’nt show like that. when i was a batchlor, she always had treat me like a wellwishes. when i have to take food? wen i have to read? wen i\’ll gate up?…etc. she always cared me. But now when i am in a good job, i think she ignores me. when i call her, she alway say \’i m busy\’. she is a docter… i know she is reach than me. but i love her alot..coz what i m? its responce go on only her. so i m waiting for her and i\’ll wait her in all turn of my life….
AM I WRIGHT????
I have a sad situation.. the man i love, i have loved him for a year, and we started dating. Everything was fine till he became overprotective of me. i stopped hanging out with friends and ignored my family, for him, we started fighting more and more each day.. i couldnt take it, so i broke up with him. A few days later he came and begged for me back, how could i resist? i loved him, so stupid me took him back. then he was being a complete ass hole and saying i could never go anywhere unless he was with me. noone could come over unless he was there. simply because he couldnt trust me and sayin that if i loved him i wouldnt leave him. i try to gather the courage to tell him how i feel and how i dont want to go in circles, but i just cant, i know its not healthy.. my friends worry.. even my family, but i just cant say no. why is it the same thing with alot of guys? :sigh my heart gets broke all because i dont want to hurt anyone, especially him. :cry
:cry trust me i been tho this i had everything with him to i had my house are life of 2 years babys being planed and everything and he left me with out a good bye i cry all the time i cant get him out of my mind or heart its so far broken that i dont really think i could ever ever love someone like i love him its just not the same with out him i feel funny when im around are friends and family and when i see him out with his new girl my heart just drops and makes me wont to cry but i hold it in cause i dont wont him to see me in pain !!! i do love you still to this day !! love you carlos garica!! :cry
i was with this guy and we were together for 4 months and we were off and on becuz he said he saw me as a friend but always wanted to go out and i was confused and he told me i love u but i want to wait for u baby i hate hurting u i love today and forever and ii cried :cry
HI;MY NAME IS CINDY AN I WAS HEARTBROKEN YESTERDAY.WHEN HE TOLD ME THAT HE DOESNT WONT TO HAVE ANYTHING TO DO WITH ME I FELT LIKE FALLING DOWN 2 THE FLOOR…..BUT IT WELL TAKE HIM A LIFE TIME TO GET
ok so everyone gose thruw these things right is not easy its realy pain full you love that guy so much and you 2 say you r going 2 be 4ever then you turn around and everything fall down u wonder what did i do and u did nothing he just need time 2 his self no not true i no how all of u feel cuz i cry all the time see him at school dont even tlk enymore u hangout all the time and now its gone dont worry cuz u are a very pritty girl and you can fine a better guy it will proble allway be pain full but just no that the grass is all ways greener on theather side you just got 2 get there love is fine full and love is true jsut rember that that boy mess up big time and you love 4 him will never chage but we can fine the light 2gether 😕
This poem expresses how i really feel…..when mi lover Dontae died….. :cry :cry :cry :cry :cry :cry :cry
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I\’M going thru this myself i was with my husband for 7 years 5 of those married and suddenly he tells me he founf someone else that hurts so much that their is no words that can i explain it its been a nit more then 3 weeks and i still cant sleep or eat i really dont function i cant see my life without him and it hurts me that he can all i can do is move foward and wish him the best
i have been going thru all the comments and thought only about the ONE woman that i TRUELY loved ….see she an i were together for 4 years it would be 5 this june but sadly she broke up wit me for good :sigh an boy did she pick da rite fuckin time 2 do so when i am here in the very same place (job corps) that i have to live and wake up every day an see her kissing,hug,holdin an heren her tell that person she love dem and missed them when they leave even foe a min just like she did wid me ….an wat do i do i pick out diff women to date here and try to get over but when i look into the persons eyes that ima datein to TRY to get over her all i see is her face and it kills me i have NEVER felt like this b4 and i have broke up wid MANY women b4 and it has never effected me like this …an honestly in the back of my mind i keep hopen and telln my self that she will come back like she ALWAYS did but all the lies i told an when i cheated long ago guess she never for got but she did the same but hey i deserved it 100% but when i walk pass here in the halls or see her we look into each others eyes then slowly look away and act like we dont know each other but every once in a blue moon she hit me and laugh like we use to den it just go back to the way it was since she broke up wid me actin as if i was never her baby …and to top it all off she still be warein my t shirts and pants i gave her and i …well it just fuckin hurts to know that brady and jennifer will neva be seen as a couple again :sigh
🙂 :grin 😉 8) :p :roll :eek :upset :zzz :sigh 😕 :cry 🙁 😡
i went out w/ this guy bout 5 months he broke my heart n i still luv him we had some good memories but now he go out w/ my friend n i can never 4get him he was my soul mate :cry :cry :cry :cry :cry :cry :cry
this poem is really good and reminds me of what happened 2 weeks ago. my boyfriend cheated on me with this girl who everyone thought was just his friend. we have been going out for a year and spent amazing times together. but now he kisses and hugs her not me the pain is unbearable and i cant think straight anymore and the painfull thing is that he still loves me even though he is with her and tried to get back with me but i just cant let him hurt anymore.i wish he can just leave her but there is a possibilty that she is pregnant. we are both trying to erase each other from our hearts but it isnt working :sigh
i went out with him for eight months we had been friends since the sixth grade and i loved him so much but he said he wasn\’t happy nd that we weren\’t goin to workout…i was so heatbroken nd now we cant even be friends… :cry 😕 :cry :cry
I was datng this guy for 11 years got pregnant with his baby then he left me! So i was very very depressed during my 9 months but now im doing a lot better. So everybody keep your head up because joy comes in the morning!!