Jan 23 2011

How iFeel

Published by at 5:11 am under Thinking of You Poems

Im Sittinq here thinkinq about what just happend
We qot into an arqument…
Over some dumb shizz
iLove yhu baby and yhu know it
Im tired of arquinq and feelinq like Im alone after yhu leave
Why cant everythinq just be okay?
Why does it have to end up beinq like this?
What did iEver do to deserve this fuhkd up feelinq that iHave?
L.O.V.E. A four letter word…
Its easy to spell; Easy to fall in it; Really hard to fall out of it.
iFeel like my body wants to qo separate ways.
Like iNeed to explode or somethinq
How would it make yhu feel if iWasnt here anymore?
Would yhu bee happy or sad? Glad or Mad? Upset or Chill?
The only way that Im qoinq to find out is if iDo it…
But thats not me & thats not how iWas brouqht up.
Im NOT qoinq to qive up on love over some bullshit ass arqument.
But Im also not qonna let this qet to me.
Im qoinq to be stronq.
My mom always told me to be stronq in the hardest situation i qot into.
Thats what Im qoinq to do. Be stronq.
Im qoinq to be stronq.

To whoever reads this; Ikno to yhu quys that this must not sound like a poem.
But its the way iFeel, and iHad to express it. Its really hard qoinq thru the shit that i’ve been thru especially with the one person that iTruly love and iAlways will. He in fact is my first and my last love till the end of time. Im not qoinq to qive up on him. Im qoinq to make it work b/c I LOVE HIM & I KNOW HE LOVES ME BACK!

1 Star2 Stars3 Stars4 Stars5 Stars (1 votes, average: 5.00 out of 5)

4 responses so far

4 Responses to “How iFeel”

  1. savylon 13 Feb 2011 at 6:00 pm

    this is really good stuff … dont worry .. u’ll be together with ur dream pretty soon .. XD .. good luk

  2. KcKoKon 15 Apr 2011 at 3:24 am

    well i say its a poem .. but its a poem of anger love …

  3. nadzzzzzon 16 Apr 2011 at 8:15 pm


  4. Missyon 05 Aug 2011 at 7:18 am

    I loved it i went through the same crap a few months ago and i feel your pain . I did leave after 4 years of it i just coulnt take it anymore . but it was only for 2 months and he promised to change so now im back for round 2 we will see how long the change last , im willing to try because i love him very much . i just dont get how love is so wonderful but can hurt so bad at the same time . thanks for posting it really touched me . The best of luck to you , i hope things work out . 🙂

Trackback URI | Comments RSS

Leave a Reply