Oct 20 2011

Hurting And Hiding

Published by at 2:22 pm under Heartbreak Poems

Burying my feelings
Under my ice cold heart
You manipulated my trust
And it tore me apart

I can’t stop wishing
You’d just come back
Repeating mistakes I wished wouldn’t last
And the memories I want to relive

But now I’m hiding
From the past and what has come of me
And I won’t admit that what I’ve become is killing me
Hurting the ones who care the most

Still I try to hide emotion
Though when I’m alone I wish I was heartless
I wish I could not care
And the feeling of heartbreak and suffering would disappear

But all I can do is bleed
Suffer some more
Under my own stupidity
And all because you left me

All I want you to know now
Is I love you, I want you
But you won’t understand
For she has got you now

Your wrapped round her finger
Like a puppet and its master
You treat her like an angel
You and she are such a disaster

You look at her with love filled eyes
Like the way you used to look at me
You hold her tight and try to keep her
But in the end she will end up like me

I’m a broken girl now
Tied up in knots
Trying to remember how
You left me with nothing but hurt when we had everything plus love.

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7 responses so far

7 Responses to “Hurting And Hiding”

  1. aedenon 26 Oct 2011 at 6:40 am

    This poem is very relate-able. It conjured up a familiar, vulnerable place in my mind that I try not to frequent (but I end up there all the time anyways).
    Terribly tragic, but a beautiful poem. If you can find the beauty in the sadness.
    And for what it’s worth, he sounds like he never deserved you.

  2. jai-jaion 04 Nov 2011 at 12:40 pm

    life without is boring (^_^)

  3. jai-jaion 04 Nov 2011 at 12:41 pm

    life without pain is boring (^_^)

  4. Kellybeeon 08 Nov 2011 at 5:28 pm

    Life is love, lost and found-

    Look and you will find-

    Ask and Pray there is answers to all lost words_


  5. xxPlagueRatxxon 09 Nov 2011 at 8:54 pm

    :’/ x

  6. china94on 20 Dec 2011 at 6:47 pm

    i like this poem..i can relate to it…its true wen u love someone and dey jst hurt u and its seems so impossible jst to let that person go…

  7. Kellybeeon 29 Feb 2012 at 1:48 pm

    Rumble thunder winds swift back n forth.
    Sleepless nights think of thee.
    Thoughts blackens thy minds.
    Prayers back up thy poison sorrows of missing thee.
    Awaken by the ringer tone.
    Happy cheers sound of voice.
    Beck-en to see thee again-

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