Feb 16 2013
i lay in shards.
And so here I am.
Here I stand.
Breaking, all over again.
Keep on looking. But never find help.
Being here, all alone.
My own world,
But everything’s gone wrong.
I keep walking,
Keep searching, through this wreckage
That is un-folding
Before my eyes.
I see the impact,
I feel the cuts.
I see the red.
I don’t remember how this happened.
How I got here.
Why I let this sickness spread.
I guess I could escape
From these voices
That now dominate my head,
But I can no longer run
When I know this is how it will eventually end.
So I stay.
And I cry.
I pretend.
And I lie,
I tell you, I’m fine,
I say I’m alright, just tired.
I say these things cause I love you,
And I need you
To be strong.
Even if I die tonight,
No matter where I go.
I’ll always be with you.
Our love will never die.
So I just thought,
You should know…
This post was submitted by xxPlagueRatxx.