Sep 24 2011
I wanted to love you.
Sitting in Class today
when you walked in
your voice so different
you stole the love
from within.
I did not turn around
I didn’t dare to make a sound
hoping that you would soon leave
so i could get back to work
and take my mind
somewhere else
for a while.
I miss you
so so much
i miss the way you would trail
your fingers
my skin would further beg
for your touch.
I miss our kisses
the way you made me feel
you said you loved me
you say you always will.
Even though i left you
i want to come back
to feel the saftey
while being in your arms
from standing behind your back.
I don’t want you to hurt
but i know it’s just a phase
i know that when you say you love me
you don’t mean what you say.
Even in the dark
we coul both see our spark
fell asleep in eachother arms
i don’t want this feeling to come to harm.
I wanted to feel loved
to feel needed
you must’ve seen it
you told me you could handle
all that i set upon you.
You act like you’ve seen it all
when you’ve seen close to nothing atall
I’m not saying i am wiser
but i just want you to know
what you’re experiencing right now
isn’t all that there is
in this eager world.
I just want to rewind
find my logic
in your eyes
i can’t seem to be truthful to myself
and say that i miss you
It feels like a part of me, maybe small,
but there’s definatley something missing
when i thought there was nothing there atall.
i never said
i didn’t care for you.
i want you back
for me to be back in the saftey
and love of your arms
i miss you so so much
i just want the weight of your arms.
Towering over me
like a yet to be shettered bird
I miss you
and yes
of course
i want to go back
warn myself that leaving you wasn’t the right thing to do
because i fear it is too late
to be back with you
fore i fear, that you have changed.
too much to love me any longer
just know
that if i were able
i’d give you my love
and then you’d see
how much you were able
to make me able
to see right through me.
i am literally about to cry… this brought back so many memories for me… thank you
My mind goes to memories, when i was a lover
i reaallly want 2 cry rite now