Dec 02 2011
It makes me sad
I sit and dwell, hope and pray,
For a day that isn’t coming:
You’ll open your eyes and find your way;
In clarity you’ll see what might have been
If you made the time for me.
It makes me sad.
I must exhume this part of you from me
Remove what made me fixate on you
The pain is sharp, like severing a limb
Keeping me trapped in this dark place I’m in.
It makes me sad,
You see, I’m quite attached!
I can’t see my future without you in it.
A simple refusal to let your memory fade.
It makes me sad. Unpractical, Unmanageable.
Unsentimental cold callous. Unrequited Love
Leaving me alone in the dark and dreary.
It makes me sad.
I want to love and live! I want to share and give!
And share, and care, and grow, and laugh
And finally surrender to Love
Alas in my mourning. through the darkness
I thought I heard you Calling out to me.
A fooles facade this flight of fancy…
It makes me sad.
Try as I might, I only see
One possibility: Sever your memory
Or let this darkness consume me
To move on, away from my hearts desire
Conquering the fear of the great unknown:
This reality without you in it:
It makes me sad.