Oct 11 2011
It was all a game.
We started apart.
then we spoke
i felt complete
happy with what had been mended
after it was broke
our relationship
we were so close. but it wasn’t long before
you had chose.
not a few days back
you tore me apart.
it felt like you stuck a Dagger
in my heart.
You called me down, everything was fine.
you shouted at me
for no reason
you broke what had been mended
i had apparantly “crossed the line”
you called me stupid
“a stupid little cow”
you carried on
i shut of my ears
so your further words could not hurt.
i went up to my room
too upset
soo distraught.
i thought everything was better now.
everything was healed
but you just ruined it all
your “”love”” was transfixed.
I got desperate
more than i have been in a while now
i opened the draw
and cut lines into my wrist.
this story has such a twist.
now i realioze.
it was all a GAME.
you make me think you love me
only to break
what’s left of me
when you ruin it all over again.
you left me wondering
AGAIN
what i had done wrong
was i not worth as much
to be on you pedistol?
you expect me to talk to you now
i can’t make eye contect
i don’t know why you would take satisfaction
in hurting me
Dorathy.
you’ll leave me wondering
forever pondering
as i take a step out of reality
again
you’ll just walk right past me.
i love you
but i can’t help it.
you forever leave me stranded
while you smile
and watch for me to starve.
all over again
mine to endure
till the bitter end.
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