Dec 02 2010

It’s So Hard

Published by at 7:30 am under Betrayal Poems

It’s so hard to just keep trying when I know that a part of me has already given up. It’s so hard to just pretend that everything’s going fine when I know that you’re doing fine without me. It’s so hard to keep a smile on myself when I just want to break down and cry. It’s so hard to carry on like nothing’s wrong, it’s so hard to act as if I don’t care, it’s so hard to pretend…it’s so hard to say that I’m over you when I know that deep down, I will never stop loving you. It’s so hard to watch you smile and laugh, as if you don’t have a care in the world. It’s so hard to know that you hate me, that you never cared. It’s so hard to accept the fact that we are no more. It’s so hard to make myself stop thinking about you; it’s so hard to believe that you’re not in my life anymore. It’s so hard to see you joking around and having fun, when I’m suffering from all that I have. It’s so hard to realise that when you said “I’m always on you’re side” and “I’ll never hate you”, you never meant those words. It’s just so hard.

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4 Responses to “It’s So Hard”

  1. RandyRawrzon 02 Dec 2010 at 7:20 pm

    I can relate to this word by word. ;-(
    I feel your pain, nice job.

  2. iiThoughtEverythingWuldB4evaon 21 Dec 2010 at 7:08 pm

    Thanks, Randy

  3. Deivne Aliseon 23 Dec 2010 at 5:54 pm

    This describe tha everday feelings I have. I know how it feels. :'(

  4. haleyon 16 Jan 2011 at 12:20 am

    awh reading this made me cry 🙁 i can completely relate to this. how can someone just act like nothing happened its horrible

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