Love Poems & Poetry

It’s so hard to just keep trying when I know that a part of me has already given up. It’s so hard to just pretend that everything’s going fine when I know that you’re doing fine without me. It’s so hard to keep a smile on myself when I just want to break down and cry. It’s so hard to carry on like nothing’s wrong, it’s so hard to act as if I don’t care, it’s so hard to pretend…it’s so hard to say that I’m over you when I know that deep down, I will never stop loving you. It’s so hard to watch you smile and laugh, as if you don’t have a care in the world. It’s so hard to know that you hate me, that you never cared. It’s so hard to accept the fact that we are no more. It’s so hard to make myself stop thinking about you; it’s so hard to believe that you’re not in my life anymore. It’s so hard to see you joking around and having fun, when I’m suffering from all that I have. It’s so hard to realise that when you said “I’m always on you’re side” and “I’ll never hate you”, you never meant those words. It’s just so hard.

This post was submitted by iiThoughtEverythingWuldB4eva.

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