Mar 21 2011
Just Being
As I lay down in bed, the silence of the night comes searching for my soul. Tries to dig down and understand my thoughts. I wish I could understand what is going on. I wish that I was smarter. I wish that I was prettier. I wish I had more friends. I wish that I had all the answers. But I don’t. and it hurts my soul, to be so hurt. Is this the way it happens? At some point in everyone’s life, we all feel this lost? I wish I could find some meaning, I wish I didn’t feel so lost. I wish I didn’t miss him, I wish he would escape my thoughts. What to do. Still no answer. But to just, go on. 🙁