Jan 31 2011
Loss of Love
If you even knew what you put me through, u would understand my pain, because of you I will most likely never love again, I will live in fear that they will put me through the same pain, but then I thought, without pain there isn’t any gain.
I gave you my heart and you ripped it apart, I made you my everything and u left me with nothing, trying to love again, will be hard due to the pain.
Knowing that u have turned down the only person that truly loved you keeps me alive, and one day you will wake up and realise I was a great guy.
And on that day I will wake up next to the person who knew all along. So I hope that u know all along, u were wrong.
I really loved you and I gave you my heart, and then u smiled at me when u ripped it apart. All my emotion was growing like oceans were over flowing.
And when I gave u my soul, you threw it in a hole.
I once thought that it was meant to be,
but u took that thought away, at the moment u left me.
My love for u will always be there, but now I can live without despair.
One moment I loved u and it was gone in a blink, and I now I know that I can only think. That you and me were never meant to be, so just let me be me and let us see.
If u can be loved again, as much as I loved you, then I will have no pain, and that will get me through.
My life at that moment revolved around love, and the love at the time will be above, any love I have again, will be filled with pain.
And the best thing I can ever have in my life, will be knowing u left the best thing that ever happened in your life.
^^copied and pasted from the depths of my heart^^
Beautiful, truely beautiful. I can relate to it.