Apr 15 2012

Love to fear.

Published by at 8:08 pm under Dark Love Poems


That has been the only word
running through my head.
all these empty absences’
all the Darkness i spread.

i stay up at night
wondering why
why don’t you love me
i’ve stopped coounting
the times i’ve tried.

so here i am
deciding my fate.
should i risk telling you
and make you
dis-own me again?

i almost told you
you see
all the things he did.
How he would touch me
and i would run
and cry
he found the places in which
i hid.

i cannot remember
what happened back then
but i know that i shouldn’t think
about the dirt in which
he made me lay in.

why didn’t you hear.
Why didn’t you see?
did it please you,
to see him damage me?

i love you
but it’s obvious
you don’t love me.
Atleast, not un-conditionally.

i Feel Dirty
and Putrid
and full of filth
i know i’m falling backwards
in the hell i built.

trapped by his words
nowhere to run
is this what rape feels like?
fearing the one
you should love.

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2 Responses to “Love to fear.”

  1. Meghan222on 16 Apr 2012 at 2:04 am

    Umm,this actually happened? If it did I’m sorry 🙁

  2. xxPlagueRatxxon 03 Jun 2013 at 8:29 am

    thanks, and yeah
    thanks for reading anyways

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