Apr 15 2012
Love to fear.
GoodBye.
That has been the only word
running through my head.
all these empty absences’
all the Darkness i spread.
i stay up at night
wondering why
why don’t you love me
i’ve stopped coounting
the times i’ve tried.
so here i am
deciding my fate.
should i risk telling you
and make you
dis-own me again?
i almost told you
you see
all the things he did.
How he would touch me
and i would run
and cry
he found the places in which
i hid.
i cannot remember
what happened back then
but i know that i shouldn’t think
about the dirt in which
he made me lay in.
Dorathy,
why didn’t you hear.
Why didn’t you see?
did it please you,
to see him damage me?
i love you
but it’s obvious
you don’t love me.
Atleast, not un-conditionally.
i Feel Dirty
and Putrid
and full of filth
i know i’m falling backwards
in the hell i built.
trapped by his words
nowhere to run
is this what rape feels like?
fearing the one
you should love.
This post was submitted by xxPlagueRatxx.
Umm,this actually happened? If it did I’m sorry 🙁
thanks, and yeah
thanks for reading anyways