Jul 21 2010
Main Girl
I feel is such shame,
shame to be called his main.
A new girl every other day,
the love i gain for him each day.
This is no contest,
you have nothing there to win.
A broken heart is what you are leaving me with,
i love you, you say..
but not enough to be just me an you.
I feel in such anger,
the rage i get when i think about this,
im throwing words together as i go on with this,
can i bare another night like this??
Three years down the road,
the mold has grown around your love towards me,
in one ear an out the other with the things i say to you.
Baby girl calm down, its my lifestyle..
tears fall every time i hear that,
you an me are going to make the world jealous,
no we are not with me you an other conversations.
I love you from different girls every day,
you don’t pay attention to me anymore,
can i bare to handle you like this?
I love you,
i need you,
an most of all i miss who you use to be.
You don’t look at me in such character anymore,
you look at me such oldness :/
Like im your past,
something that will never last.
Forever is what i said,
never is what i have in my head,
your image is nothing to me,
your lifestyle is nothing to me,
you are everything to me.
I want to close, an block out this world, from the pain in my heart.
If only you were me, an id was you..
maybe i might be free of a another day to watch yourself slip away.
This is interesting even though im not sure exactly what you’re trying to say.
xoxo