Aug 21 2012
Minding My Place
And I’ve done it again.
I fked it all up.
You were my friend,
And I said some stupid shit,
I ruined everything we could have had.
And why?
Because I just can’t keep my mouth shut.
I just can’t learn how to let people be.
I don’t mean to force anyone or anything,
I just had to say something.
Now everyone will run away,
But that’s okay,
Because by now I’m so tired, so scarred,
That another blow can’t hurt me.
Mostly I just need to say, I’m sorry.
I’m sorry I said the things I did,
I should’ve minded my place,
I belong in emotionless dreamspace,
Where all words are third person.
I’ll withdraw, I’m not a fool,
I’ll stop speaking and let silence rule,
Because I had no right to say the things I did.