Aug 17 2010
Mistake love
I can’t begin to imagine how much i care,
how much im over you never being there
i need you and you don’t need me so maybe i should get
up and leave.
You lie you use sometimes it feels as if though you abuse,
im stuck in this hole never telling a soul
accept you but of course you don’t remember
you don’t even remember how you treated me last December.
You have my heart held tightly in your palm
squeezing and squeezing until it feels like its fucken bleeding.
I’d prefer to die then to listen to another one of your lies
they all sound the same i swear you think this is a game.
Every time you apologize you grip loosens ever so slightly,
but your hand can change and strike like lightening.
I never wanted to need someone like this,
everyone always says love is like bliss.
I love you,
but do you love me?
And if not please just set me free.
Wow that is deep.. who knows maybe he/she does love you and it is one big miscommunication… that seems to be the story of my life anyway.. and maybe they need you just as much?