Jan 21 2012

not living to watch you die x

Published by at 1:15 am under Sad Love Poems

fading away.
the wind blowing my ashes.
incinterated slowly
i scream
but no sound catches.

hangin loosly
to what i cannot control
so i’ll welcome it back
it feels like coming home.

cuts on skin
a love
now forbidden
bones poking out
i tried
but i can’t get help.

tell me
you’ll survive
i’m not living
to watch you die.

starving slowly
for what my heart is denied
and what steps in the way of healing
is my deflated pride.

stomach is sore
with cuts along the rim
bleeding slowly
i try
but i can’t stop the cutting.

never going away
i’ll never stop playing these games
not until you get better
so i’ll starve
and cry and cut
until that day.

they day where you can smile
and that smile.
not being fake.

This post was submitted by xxPlagueRatxx.

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4 Responses to “not living to watch you die x”

  1. aedenon 22 Jan 2012 at 12:00 am

    So much emotion, I hope you find some peace. Your work is sad, beautiful, but sad. I wish you all the grace and Love that I myself hope to find some day.
    Thank you for sharing.
    Is your name a moniker taken from Magic: The Gathering?

  2. leighxDon 22 Jan 2012 at 4:02 pm

    who this about dearriee ? 🙂 <3 xx

  3. xxPlagueRatxxon 22 Jan 2012 at 6:02 pm

    thankyou aeden, i hope you find grace and happiness soon.
    no it;s not, it’s inspired by Emilie Autumn:)
    thankyou for reading and commenting x

  4. Josiah Goodmanon 22 Jan 2012 at 10:48 pm

    I’ve read a couple of yours now and I think there really good! keep posting your poems I wanna keep reading!

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