Apr 30 2011
Overwhelmed
i need help
but im not sure who can help me
i didnt mean for this
u know i never wanted this, right?
im so scared
i just dont know what to do
im tired of this
ur tired of this, too
but u dont hate me yet, right?
if my brother would have listened, i would have told him everything
i trusted him more than i trust anyone else
but hes long gone
i dont know him anymore
hes as much a stranger to me as i am to myself
hes not the same
im not the same
everythings changing
it feels so… inevitable
uncontrolable
do i deserve this much pain?
This was creepy as hell, girl. And not in a good way.