Jan 08 2012
Psychology Class
Walking into class, there I saw his flawless self,
With such simple clothing and not a worry in the world,
He carries himself with a crouched back, he has nobody to impress.
He sleeps all class long,
Yet he keeps up with all the classwork,
He has no one to talk to,
He just sits backs and relaxes.
I try to pay attention in Psychology,
I don’t want my hopes up,
But my eyes always become uncontrolable,
And they end up gazing at him.
He catches me most of the time,
And I start to panic,
I bet he thinks of me as a stalker,
Or the weird kid in class.
I notice myself unconciously acting different,
All the things a person can do to me,
I can’t help but to feel weak,
We also have lunch together,
And I stare at him too many times,
He looks at me back,
Such a confusing expression on his eyes,
His beautiful and soft killing sight,
And when he looks,
It’s almost like he knows what Im thinking,
I feel,
Hopeless.
I hate having feelings that will clearly not be returned,
But,
I don’t, I can’t help who I’ve fallen in love with.
Simple, sweet and nice…:)
ok u need to understand that the guy u say ur falling in love with well girl ur mastakin cuz I have been there and I don’t have any classes with him but we have almost every lunch together and I thought I loved him now every time he calles I say fuck off cuz u know he’s not anything to me anymore he’s dead to me so yea if he is giving u stares and stuff like that just girl turn around walk away and move on there has to be someone betted im only 13 and I’ve been through alot this is just a little thing but beware ur gunna expect the unexpected im just saying im trying to help and by my side u should just take my advice!!!!!!
Sincerly,
:love: Lexxie caston 🙂 <3
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