Jul 15 2011
Realizing the Truth
I gave you everything there was to give
To the point where I´m in debt with myself
You were my guard and my teacher
You aided me and taught me everything I know
If it were for me
I would never let you go
I gave you my complete trust
My heart hung in your hands
My senses were overwhelmed by your touch
I closed my ears to people´s words
I never listened when they said
That you were wrong for me
And that you just wanted to use me
But as time slowly ticked on by
I heavyheartedly started to recognize
That people had always been right
It wasn´t just the fights
It wasn´t just the constant omissions
And the lack of compromise
It was the indifference you showed me
The vicious slurs
The betrayals
I´ve gotten so used to them
I know it´s not healthy
But just to imagine your departure kills me
Or so it did
After all I´ve been through
After all you´ve gotten me into
I´ve become stronger
Every slap in the face from your tounge
Only made my skin thicker
Every humiliation
Has only made me wiser
And as lost and confused as I may be
I stand here alone today
Nothing is the same
But nonetheless I look up to the sky
And things finally hit me and I realize
That the moon continues to revolve around Earth
And the sun will always shine.
This post was submitted by anonymouss.
Don’t think there’s much to say.
This was, as you’ve put it, filled with awesomeness.