Aug 15 2011
Save me
I’m addicted.
So what?
I mean, I’m still me. I’m still fun.
I’m the same. I promise.
I just finally admitted that I… like pain.
That isn’t weird. It’s just another thing that makes me…
Me.
Don’t look at me like that…
Don’t think that I’m a freak…
Don’t reject me!
You can’t force me to talk to you, then turn away,
Just, please…
Don’t let me be alone.
Not again.
Not after I confessed.
Not after the fight we had and the way I cried.
Not after I blurted it all to you.
Not after all of this pain.
You can’t say you’ll love me forever, no matter what
then just decide to make an exception.
YOU CAN’T LEAVE ME
You just can’t. Because I trust you.
Don’t be like the rest. Don’t betray me. Don’t tear me to shreds.
DON’T LISTEN TO ME BEGGING, then just wander off…
please
please
please
Turn back around! Turn around and promise me the world,
the way you always do when I’m scared.
Turn around and kiss me. Let my hands tangle in your hair, grounding me in reality.
Turn around and look at me with love, not hatred or loathing.
Turn around and beg me to keep living, the way you did that night, so long ago.
Turn around, please. Just turn around. Don’t keep walking.
For the love that we had, that I never got to keep,
Turn around and save me.
:'( wow….. i love this so much. reminds me how i feel.
Thank you for reading.
Maybe not as well written as some of
your other poems but this is certainly the most
powerful! Great job!
Thank you for the comment, it is much appreciated.