Aug 07 2013
Selfishly Spent
I don’t even know. I don’t even think.
I don’t even sigh and I don’t even blink.
I cannot remember, I cannot forget
I can’t throw away all the words that you’ve said.
I don’t even whisper, I don’t even cry
I don’t even wonder which day I might die.
I say that I’m sorry. I cannot repent.
For all of the tears that I’ve selfishly spent.
I don’t even tremble. I don’t even see.
I don’t even care what I’m doing to me.
I say that I’m okay. I say that I’m fine.
I find that I’m dying and don’t have much time.
I don’t even know and I don’t even think.
I don’t move an inch and I don’t dare to blink.
I cannot remember. I want to forget.
All of those harsh words you’ve already said.