Jul 11 2010
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My scars are starting up again,
pain is what drives me away,
away from the people who hurt me.
Tears fall like rain drops,
thunder is my heart beating,
beating of the insecureness.
Words of my life, is what i count on.
I don't open up near as much as i use to,
he was my love. I count on him like noah does ally.
Wishing i can feel his heart beat as fast as mine does when i see him.
I sit in wonder if he really cares, does he care enough to sit and watch me hurt myself?
Trying to make these things up as i go along, he says i don't make sense..
these voices inside my head tell me the worse of things to do when i am by his side,
he hurts me worse when he hits me, then i do when i put that razor to my arm.
Blocking out the memories we had, is so hard. Everything reminds me of what use to be.
What use to one, is now into pieces, pieces of the past that was never meant to turn into glass shattered on the floor.
I hear people talking, talking about how you should move on you deserve better..
what i deserve is him to love me as deep as i love him.
pain is what drives me away,
away from the people who hurt me.
Tears fall like rain drops,
thunder is my heart beating,
beating of the insecureness.
Words of my life, is what i count on.
I don't open up near as much as i use to,
he was my love. I count on him like noah does ally.
Wishing i can feel his heart beat as fast as mine does when i see him.
I sit in wonder if he really cares, does he care enough to sit and watch me hurt myself?
Trying to make these things up as i go along, he says i don't make sense..
these voices inside my head tell me the worse of things to do when i am by his side,
he hurts me worse when he hits me, then i do when i put that razor to my arm.
Blocking out the memories we had, is so hard. Everything reminds me of what use to be.
What use to one, is now into pieces, pieces of the past that was never meant to turn into glass shattered on the floor.
I hear people talking, talking about how you should move on you deserve better..
what i deserve is him to love me as deep as i love him.
Bye: Cayla Hill
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I know how you feel.. </3 ;-(
Omggg I Loved It!!! It Was So Sad 🙁
So sad I use to have some of the same fellings but God healed my heart. and set me free to see who I was with out holding on to some one that didn’t know how to love me. I pray one day you find that healing and peace.
oblivion can never come to soon, right?
great poem