Sep 20 2011
Suicide Rights
they stop me every time
every time i try to end my life
i always seem to fail at my attempt
causing my promises to be unkept
its my life, why cant i decide?
i can never find the perfect place to hide
my slit wrists never bleed
my eyes wont close for that endless sleep
these pills wont make my heart stop beating
i stay under water but im still breathing
i long to be still for eternity
but yet i can find nothing to kill me
i could run until i find satisfaction
something to cause my motionless reaction
i come to you for one final request
to love me until my time of death
but you said no and pushed me away
and then slowly my vision started to fade
as i fell, i grabbed your hand, you tried to run
all i could hear was screams and then i was gone
*jaw drop* this is very good, beatiful
i know the feeling i wish everyday I was died but i cant bc i have a baby. and she will miss her mama u know? 🙁
I always feel lik tht/I wish i can cut my throat but it wont happen death wants me 2 suffer in this world i wish he lets me go so he can catch my soul u know but i guess i have 2 suffer 4 know