Nov 02 2010
tHiS feeliNG!
Its hard to admit what I feel.
This feeling that unseals.
Anger, sadness, worthless, not giving a fuck.
Im done with the bullshit &im done with yours too.
Tired with all the nonsense that comes out from you.
Id rather turn &flip out on you.
If I could I would.
Take back what I said, take back what I meant.
Take back those times I spent, take back the tears I shed.
Why waist the time I have now on you.
Its not even worth talking about my blues.
Yes, I admit, I think about you.
But not dream about you.
Yes, I admit, I fean for you.
But really I dont need you.
My life may not be completed.
But you will never complete it.
As now said, this is only what I feel.
This post was submitted by hOOtZ13.
i love your honesty,
this poem is so relatable,
so pure.
one of the best poems i hav read in a long time
i had a boyfriend who broke up with me sunday and i really really love him but he wont talk to me and im thinking he only went out with me to play with my heart , soo im sick of his bull-shit and im sick of his lies, im really confused and want him but then i don’t what should i do i want to die (suicide) ive tried many times but is this one single guy worth killing myself over…. if only mikie could feel the pain i feel then he wouldn’t have done wht he did but i guess all guys are the same no feelings only want sex and never love but he told me when he got on the phone with me that he would love me forever and always, (he broke up eith me because he said that we rarely got to see each other) which was true we only got to cee each other two times a month … i sit here at school and hear girls say ,” god i really miss my boyfriend.” when they go to the same school. and ill tell them ,”get real how in the fuck could yall say that ,when yall get to see each other all the fucking time and i only get to see my man once or twice a month ,tell me whos got it worse?” but i guess if killing myself is the only resort then i guess its gotta be done…….
goodbye,
to the ones that reads this! ;-( π
p.s yall can email me if yall want ill probably be here long enough for that…..
xD
silver metal ,
shine soo bright,
scarlet blood that feels soo right.
Dont die .. life is a gift .. given to us by god .. im sure u deserve sum1 better.. sum1 who values u unlike ur ex .. see people come and people go .. but only some stay .. and da ones that stay are the ones who deserve to stay .. i hope u read this .. js remember one thing .. life gives us many chances.. and chances come only if we make a mistake.. mayb ur ex was a mistake .. dnt be so harsh on ur life .. ur mom has taken pains to give u birth .. atleast 4 those pains u can live .. π
god bless you ..