Dec 29 2010
Will he look back
Will he look back one day soon
And think of me and feel regret
Or will he be secretly wishing
That we had never met
Will he ever see me
As a woman who felt the pain
Will he ever wonder what he did to me
Time and time again
I lie in bed and think all thoughts
As he is far from me
I was just a friend for his loneliness
And no more could i ever be
He would look at me with fondness
Someone to pass away his days
But at night he would move away from me
And I would lie there in a daze
Many times i felt unwanted
Thinking he did not want me there
But I was better than the loneliness
He had felt since sheβd not been there.
For him it was the grieving of his wife
For me it was feeling second best
I tried so hard to ease his pain
But i couldnt pass the test
For every time he looked at me
He was really wanting her
I could see the sadness in his eyes
As he openly shed a tear
I hope one day i can look back
And the pain wont feel so bad
I can remember our time with fondness
And ill stop feeling sad.
Until that time Iβll still think of him
And hope that hes ok
And deep down I know he did the right thing
When he ended it that day
Because I want a man who is my own
To love and cherish me
And in return all I can give
Is my love for eternity
amazing!!!!!!!!!!
loved it reading all these poems make want to cry π ;-(
i cried.
i cried. ;-( ;-( ;-( ;-( ;-( ;-( ;-( ;-( ;-(
i cried writing it π
that was one of the best poems i have ever read, very sad but great π