Oct 08 2010
To the one who suffers along with me
Beyond doubt I caused you even more pain
Selfish old me messed up again
It’s much different now
From here on out
I won’t leave you wounded and bleeding
Or wondering if you’re dying
I’ll lay awake and pray for you
In hopes that we’ll heal together
Like we used to..
I won’t let him toy with you
Let alone hurt you
He won’t touch you
Not even a finger
But if he does..
You’ll hear the crying
You’ll know it’s me
Because..
I won’t leave you for him
I realized
I really do thrive off you
Without you I’m nothing
We need each other
Now more then ever
We don’t need him
You’re my heart
And I love you
I’m sorry he broke you
I tried to prevent it
I just couldn’t see you cracking and breaking down inside
Even if you can’t see it or hear it
I’m protecting you now
This is for you
The one I can truly depend on
No matter what
You are my everything
You feel what I feel.
You think what I think
And
You really do suffer right along with me.
Take this poem and somewhat flip it and you have my life in a nutshell. When friends become lovers there is not really a way to turn things back. When you love the person unconditionally.. it overules pain, hurt, anger, rhyme or reason… No matter what you have been through or will go through.. No matter what painful words have been said.. at the end of the day you will still love them and be there for them no matter the cost.. and hope they will the same though its not required… Pray for the day that your love will grown and you can be together using love as the inspiration and glue that keeps you together.. If you realize this and truly understand it then nothing can stand in our way.. for as difficult as love is.. its the reason… I stay… Right now I am working on making myself a life so one day you can share it.. If thats what you want the invitation will always be open. In my heart you know I will always be hoping… One day you will return to me and how blessed our life would be times three…
This is amazinng.
Thank you, both of you. I’m glad you can relate, and pulll your own perspective off of it. To be completely honest, when writing this It was written in a perspective of myself speaking with my heart, but I suppose that’s hard to grasp, hmm? xD