Dec 05 2010
why love?
why love you when i can hate you.
why date you when i can rape you.
spit on your body bcuz its meaningless.
beat you to death and watch you lay shaken and speechless.
that touch i se to want is now he hate that makes me strong.
cried over the thought of not having you.
but now i’m dried by the pain you put me thru.
i smile not bcuz of love but bcuz i’m drenched in neglect and sweat.
laughing my head off bcuz your drenched in blood.
always filled with hae for you and pain of you.
but it was all bcuz u paint me blue and now i’m sayin i’m done and thru!
This post was submitted by jae wills.
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this one kinda makes me sad.. idk why it just does..
honestly after reading this.. it terrifies me this is how my ex feels and i dont think i could live with knowing that… since im already pretty much dead as it is.. idk if i want to come on here any longer… but i probablly will to get out all these feelings of love and loss.. until i cant anymore…. im broken and only one person can fix me.. but i dont think he cares to try.. good luck to you… maybe your girl does love you and you got everything all wrong.. misunderstandings happen all the time.. i use this as a place to vent when im angry when i probablly shouldnt cuz i dont always mean it… i shouldnt be so public… all my feelings of love are true.. but none of it seems to matter any more nothing does.. and i want to respond you are not a nobody… lol fck i tried to tell that to him all the time.. he is still always going to be my somebody.. i just wish he didnt always push me away… which he does on a constant basis and makes me not know if he even wants me… im so confused and upset… but i will prolly stay that way.. i lied to him about promising a few things.. when i was angry.. i didnt mean it.. i was a bitch in my anger… and i didnt mean half of what i said… i went blind with rage for once… everything pent up came out and i regret these past two days.. i will never regret having known him or anything i did for him.. he will accomplish everything he wants to in his life and i know that… he is truly a great person.. so never believe that you are a nobody cuz you never know you may still mean the world to someone..
hi,
your peom made me a great person today. thank you for your words. 😀
ur welkum…can u elaborate…how did it make u a great person?
AMAZING!!!!!!!!!!!! :woot:
your sick… Thanks… Thats another crimson rainbow on my wrist….
your sick… Thanks… Thats another crimson rainbow on my wrist….
this is horrifyinqq .. makes me imagine everythinqq that happens in this world :/