You Already Know

Apr 17 2016

Published by ForeverHis at 7:19 am under Missing you Love Poems

How can I show you…
All that I feel in my heart..
How you complete me..
and now that I have found my one true home
I look forward to a new start..
To say the situation is difficult…
Would be putting it mildly…
At times you drive me crazy..
but it is only because I love you wildly..
Almost everything I do.. is for or because of you..
I have made changes..
The past when I freaked out I regret..
I am doing my best to not let it happen..
Even when I get upset..
You once told me…
You are not my enemy…
but that was then…
and as you like to say “That is in the past”,
I know I messed up royally but everyone makes mistakes..
I know I put you through a lot…
I let you go because I thought that was your biggest want…
and I did my best to support your endeavor…
I know at that time you were close to being with me…
and now my biggest fear is that will happen never..
Can you not see I am doing my best to make it up to you…
That I will never and have never truly left your side..
How can I when you are the home where my heart does reside..
I tried to say sorry for that hole I created by giving you a piece of my soul…
but it seems as if no matter how hard I try…
From your heart I have been locked out…
Is there anything I can do… So that our forever will come soon..
I tell you I love you so much because nothing in this life is assured..
I try not to leave us in a bad state for long when we are fighting because
nothing is as important to me as you… so I try my best to let it all go
because I am human..
I am sure you feel me because when I look in your eyes…
I see the shared dream of a happiness forever mirrored in there..
This is the end of my poem for now… for you I hope it clears some things up..
and before I end this… before I let you go…
I want you to always remember… that
YOU ALREADY KNOW