Nov 25 2010

Your Lies

Published by at 8:34 am under Betrayal Poems

I look at you now and it’s hard to believe, I feel for the web of lies you weave. I look at you now and all I can see is the pain you caused when you ripped my heart from me.

I look at you now, a stranger there stands, with the same kind of face and same touch of hands. But I can see you now for who you REALLY are, you’ll never be happy, you’ll never go far.

It was never going to work was it, you would see to that, because YOU said all along it wouldn’t and what you say is FACT.

It really does amaze me though, that you have no idea, how to simply care for someone else and understand their fear.

You’ve left me, you’re gone, and you’re not here anymore. Yet why aren’t I crying or in a heap on the floor? Because I can see YOU now and I don’t like it at all! You’re not what I want, you’re not who I’m for.

You knowing damaged a fragile mind; you played with my life like a toy. Seeing the end got harder to find, you’re mission, to SEEK and DESTROY.

A valuable lesson has well been learnt, a reality check has been made. Call it what it really is, call a spade a spade.

Life’s to short to keep going back, take a chance on happy ever after. Wake up and listen to how you really feel, you might just see its better.
I was blinded by love and driven with hope, thought it would be worth it, thought that I could cope.

Misreading signs that weren’t really there, you trying to make me believe you love me and care. Trying so hard but trying for whom? Trying for me or trying for you?

You’re not fooling anyone my love, you are as see through as glass. I like my man to BE a man, I like a bit of class.

I’ve had a lucky escape I think, the things I would have done for you. No-more precious time wasted on broken dreams. I’ve a million and one things I could do.

So good bye, well played, game set but no win as I can’t wait to see what else this journey through life will bring!

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4 Responses to “Your Lies”

  1. Courtneyon 25 Nov 2010 at 9:35 am

    Well said. You’re at that point where you realize how amazing bad this person was for you. Yes, you were blinded by something that captured you about this person. Yes, you loved him, and all he did was lie to you and make you believe he loved you. Well, remember this: he may seem cool and beautiful and a stud-heartbreaker, but there are a hundred thousand other losers out there just like him. He’s just a tiny speckle in the mob of idiotic guys who don’t know what they’re missing-but they will one day. He doesn’t deserve tears. He’ll get his one day, and he’ll remember hurting you, and he’ll regret it; and all the while you’ll be living your life- your brand new life with out him and he’ll be suffering. Luckily for us, there are a ton of guys out there who are not like him. They know how to love and to treat people kindly and with respect.
    Anyway, I feel you. It sucks at first, then you realize all he did was make your life hell, and now it’s over. You’re on the road to recovery while he has to pay for what he’s done; some how, some way-he will. It feels good to have a “whatever” attitude. I am sort of still in the anger stage, but I can’t wait to feel like this, and then barely remember him. Time heals.
    Nice rhyming, by the way. You are talented.

  2. JoJoon 25 Nov 2010 at 4:51 pm

    Whoaa this is great ,your really good. I felt this way just a while ago.
    Continue with writing !

    PS: Courtney your comment is well said

  3. meghanon 26 Nov 2010 at 8:20 pm

    thats true and I agree with courtney 😀

  4. Claireon 28 Dec 2010 at 9:31 am

    Very well written, graceful and with dignity Shelli. Great attitude to have after all was said and done. He will be at the mercy of the law of cause and effect which will be three fold and the impact will be far greater than what he inflicted upon you. Wishing you all the best and an abundance of good fortune to you for 2011!

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