May 13 2012
Beating Me
I guess I trusted you too much
You broke me clean in two
But ever since I walked away,
I can’t stop missing you
I think of how it used to be
When I thought it was love
What I thought was a gentle nudge
Turned out to be a shove
I thought I had decided this
That it was meant to be
But, in the end, all you could do
Was break and betray me
I think of small things like your touch
It never felt quite right
Your hands had left me bruised at times
I never thought to fight.
I feel ashamed so late at night
When these thoughts plague my dreams
Obsession – constantly complete
I’m tearing at the seams
I feel alone most everyday
I miss your brutal hold
One second I’d be standing tall,
The next my knees would fold
I guess It’s what I’ve known these years
I know no other ways
For even when you’re beating me
I crave sarcastic praise
It makes me sick, I know it’s wrong
But what else can I do?
The only option I have left
Is to crawl back to you
;-(
i effing love it…
felt like this.. till he got some one new
left me scared ans broken in two..
i luv yur poem <3
Thank you so much for reading.
your welcome:) hugss
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I relate to this so much. And you worded it very beautifully. I love it. <3
Thank you for the kind comment