May 13 2012

Beating Me

Published by at 7:55 am under Dark Love Poems

I guess I trusted you too much
You broke me clean in two
But ever since I walked away,
I can’t stop missing you

I think of how it used to be
When I thought it was love
What I thought was a gentle nudge
Turned out to be a shove

I thought I had decided this
That it was meant to be
But, in the end, all you could do
Was break and betray me

I think of small things like your touch
It never felt quite right
Your hands had left me bruised at times
I never thought to fight.

I feel ashamed so late at night
When these thoughts plague my dreams
Obsession – constantly complete
I’m tearing at the seams

I feel alone most everyday
I miss your brutal hold
One second I’d be standing tall,
The next my knees would fold

I guess It’s what I’ve known these years
I know no other ways
For even when you’re beating me
I crave sarcastic praise

It makes me sick, I know it’s wrong
But what else can I do?
The only option I have left
Is to crawl back to you

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5 responses so far

5 Responses to “Beating Me”

  1. <3Pretty_Gurl_Swag<3on 23 May 2012 at 2:34 am

    i effing love it…
    felt like this.. till he got some one new
    left me scared ans broken in two..

    i luv yur poem <3

  2. pixieon 23 May 2012 at 3:02 pm

    Thank you so much for reading.

  3. <3Pretty_Gurl_Swag<3on 24 May 2012 at 12:29 am

    your welcome:) hugss

  4. Gyspyon 06 Aug 2012 at 9:43 pm

    I relate to this so much. And you worded it very beautifully. I love it. <3

  5. pixieon 07 Aug 2012 at 1:04 pm

    Thank you for the kind comment

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