Jan 11 2011

I cant let go … but i must.

Published by at 7:36 pm under Heartbreak Poems

I lie here, in the dark, alone.
Thinking about our past, my past.
Remebering the good times, then the bad.
Hopeing, for a sign.

I flip through the memories, they seem so delicate
I remember when some felt like war, deep inside.
They sometimes still do
I look unto my heart, and see what you have left me.

The scars still show, but faintly.
I am healing, though it’s slow.
The memories a light nightmare
But, I still fear them.

When I look back, I break again.
My heart shattering and flying apart.
But the pieces stay close.
Ready to revive.

I love your smile so much
That is why when you asked, I let you go
But at night when you’re not near
The sky echos with my screams

You do not see my pain,
Nor shall I let you.
I am strong, I no longer need you.
But, my heart won’t let go of my love.

I still remember how we met
And I remember the date when I fell, and you caught me.
Our love was strong and beautiful
But somehow, it did not last

So as I lie here, crying
Wishing I could hurt you as you hurt me
I still hang on to my love for you
Even though it won’t help

So I will soon go on
I feel stronger now
Each tear I shed
Sheds my love for you away

I shall go on,

I will go on,

You can’t hold me back,

Soon … I’ll be free …

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9 responses so far

9 Responses to “I cant let go … but i must.”

  1. looie720on 14 Jan 2011 at 8:57 am

    Weird, this is almost exactly how I feel right about now. :/

  2. ivycanson 22 Jan 2011 at 8:09 am

    geee..reading me this lovely poem made me realized how silly i am cryiing for him..yes need to move on..its not my lost anyway!!! :whistle:

  3. waspy60on 24 Jan 2011 at 11:38 am

    what a beautiful poem and yes you will move on as i am doing, you feel like your world is ending but trust me you will will fall in love again and while the memories will stay with you, you will find happiness I am sure

  4. Mandion 25 Jan 2011 at 8:01 pm

    I’m trying to let go but I really don’t want to what should i do any suggestions? Please. 🙁 this is slowly killing me

  5. Skyeraidon 30 Jan 2011 at 6:42 am

    I don’t know many ways to help heal a broken heart. Mine is healing slowly myself and the ache is nearly unbearable. But always look to the future, imagine you with your loved one later in life, and the one tha broke your heart is staring at you in envy and regret of letting you. Also, venting a bit of it to friends helps, though letting go any of the information without breaking down into tears is hard. But don’t give up hope, put on a happy face, and soon you might find another, though will you love then like the one you loved before… I cannot tell you that.

  6. Skyeraidon 30 Jan 2011 at 6:43 am

    Letting you go*

  7. Jonathan Garretton 08 Feb 2011 at 6:51 am

    its hard to sleep at night its to believe everything is alright i know it’ll all get better with time though shes gone and passed still i try and i try and i try once love sets on a man its there forever she may think i have died but i am still alive still alive cuz love shatterd or healthy has kept me up –Jonathan Garrett i am only 14 and yet i feel as if i’ve been lost forever

  8. Jonathan Garretton 08 Feb 2011 at 7:09 am

    Worst of all it is true a saying a motto straight from the heart warming yet painful truth “Scars May Fade But Memories Last Forever” _-_-_-_-_-Jonathan Garrett

  9. Mandion 18 Feb 2011 at 6:46 pm

    @ Skyeraid
    Thank you so much for the help as simple as the words you wrote it really helped i appreciate that.

    @Jonathan Garrett
    That is so true but you have to pretend to be happy cuz eventually will happen make her feel like she lost something good. It’s really sad to hear that your so young going through this if i went thru what im going thru now when i was 14 i wouldn’t be here telling you this cuz that was a rough patch but things will get better in time don’t let her make you think all girls are like that cuz trust me they are not. Thanks for sharing your story though. ~Mandi

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