Oct 04 2010
Womanizer
I hardly knew you
And then you were all I wanted to know
I tried to reject you
But you kept pushing more and more
I was potentially dangerous
To your existence
And I was consistently refuting
Your shameless advances
But you refused to let go
Why did you do so?
I fell into the pit you made
You became my dream, and my biggest mistake
Everybody warned me
To abstain from this adventure
But you had unchained me
And I wanted to venture
So i dropped my defences
Only to be your little toy
Which you used and abused
And I never understood why
I was the naive little creature
You lured to your lair
For your own harsh pleasure
And physical desire
I thought you loved me
Id never been more wrong
Your illusory love
Seemed so secure and strong
And little by little
My happiness you took
And I became
A slowly drying brook
I didnt want to hurt you
I tried my best to stay on
Oh why was I so foolish
When I could have easily moved on.
Your touch used to be wonder
Now the memories make me cringe
Of how you made me do things
which would my conscience singe
You ignited my pure passion
For your raw desire
There was never a tinge of love
Only ice, and fire
When I finally awoke
From your subtly woven dream
You had zapped me of my truth
And killed my self esteem
And then you tried harder
When I decided to leave
But Im glad i made it through
And now i hope you grieve
You were a warning
A lesson I wont forget
Rose petals on a nail bed
And my biggest regret.
I fear for the girl
Who will come after me
And get tangled in your web
Like a helpless bee
I hope she will see sooner
What took me ages to realize
That you are a disgusting womanizer
I hope you pay the price.
painful thoughts put in beautiful words
that goes to a lot of guys that are jerks 😉
too true
excellent poem