May 31 2011
The Abyss
It was all a game to you.
You tore my heart, no words of kindness.
Broke me in two as if I were nothing.
Peace, love, all foreign words to me.
Please tell me why,
Why such a cruel fate for me?
My heart is in pieces each like a dagger stabbing me inside,
As I slowly fade away from the pain.
Memories like a whirlwind of knives,
Slashing away at me in my dreams,
which are now nightmares.
Tears stream down my face,
Giving me no comfort,
Only a burning reminder.
I can still remember your words.
I feel like I was sent to hell by them.
My torment never dying, only fading to a painful ache.
I can’t see the light,
It’s there, but I only see darkness.
The darkness that keeps the real world at bay.
Maybe… maybe one day I will see the light in the world.
To hear loving words again.
But now I am only a empty shadow of my former self.
As I walk in pain, I grow stronger.
My heart ache dulling.
What doesn’t kill you makes you stronger…
but I swear I’ll die if I’m broken again
THis is really good, and right now in my life this is how i feel….u have a really good talent to write like this…this si everything i want to say but theres no way i culd have word it right like u did xD