Jul 09 2013
The Risk
Putting my walls up… But not against you
Sometimes one takes risks just to see what they do
With you it’s a struggle, sometimes causing pain,
But you are the risk I would just take again.
I do care immensely – This one I’ll admit
but all of my feelings are as has been writ
Gums that are aching – a mouth set in fear
to hold you and have you and know that you’re here
I said I’d do anything, you said you’d have doubt
To find all my limits and figure them out
Logic and reason (with love) don’t apply
And that’s how I found myself wanting to cry.
Your rational thoughts; your distrust of my words
Those have gotten free and have scattered like birds
Living in shadows, in pure solitude
I’d fix all the problems – if only I could.
Putting my walls up… But not against you
You are a risk. Unpredictable, too.
I put up defenses – defenses in vain:
for you are the risk I would just take again.
Pixie. Your words are as amazing as ever. Speaks so true to how it really is. Well done. ^_^
Thank you for reading, and for the huge compliment!